Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it

• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 18

Chapter 18
Lin Fang went out to buy many fruits, also bought some black rice with the maize. Boiling the porridge a moment later, the patient ate this one better.
Just stock the door, phone has blown loudly, who, can phone oneself.
" hello, how do you do"
"LALA, you play human world to evaporate, the mobile phone can not be got through all the time, where went to lead an aimless existence. " Divorce for the previous period, the mobile phone has stopped in the forest side, the family has not gone back either, has not known that it is crazy to look for her and look for outside.
"Oh, where does it go, have a holiday, go out, travel some time. "
"Oh, you are very graceful, let's go with blood husband of your family, really envy people very much. Where to go   " The voice of the woman in the telephone is very loud, the forest side has gone to the balcony.
" whether I divorce him, feel blue, go out, travel some time "
"Ah   Unless divorce you, unless really, the false, it shouldn't frighten by I Laszo, you you from, then I do not know whether should also believe the love, Ah   "
Fang Lin make whom phone bring far again. Hey, this woman - -One of the sworn followers, Lin Fang does not have several friends, some are all sworn followers, and all big chest, just four, go out each time to drink the afternoon tea, Lin Fang is abbreviated as their F4 directly, because so, one stingy woman whose she is the host to entertain really all each time. Kelin side even very much obstinate to call their F4, then they continue killing her.
"There is nothing to be easy to exclaim, this society of now, but divorce rate exceeds getting married rate, what, afraid I have robbed that old wild horse of yours, hey hey. " This F4 member calls very clear and brightly, very poetic name, become delicate in everybody's mouth - -Evil vulgar. She like old man, because she can't think age directly proportional to with wealth, and stud. Half a year ago, she knew the incumbent Nan's friend - -Regional president of one trans-corporation, while seeing that man for the first time - -Tall and big, more than 50 years old is still as full of vigor as man over 30 years old, know once seeing it is an old wild horse. Can not lower him very clear and brightly, she likes, sees her a face with happy lying in that man's chest, everybody stands in silent tribute for three minutes for her in collective.
"You should die. Well, such a big thing is not told us either, but look like you very much, really can do nothing about you. Having hidden from it so long, should come out to see people too, when five of ours come out to gather. "
It is " a beauty's competition F4 "
" oh, you really must die, " Very clear and bright flirtatious Fang Lin blow suit of goose pimpleses in there.
"But see the such spirit of yours, it is very good. "
" thanks "
"Sister, all right, say phone you again. "
Hanging up, Lin Fang leans against the glass door, put hands on the forehead, closes eyes, very good, these friends are here, really well.
Turn round, see impressive strength to be majestic to stand far place, watch oneself, eyes present the dense sadness, Lin Fang knows he hears, hears her meeting with misfortune here because of divorcing, Lin Fang feels very awkward, one's own fragility, she does not want others to touch, she likes one's own silent licking the good wound in the corner.
"Don't   Don't look at me like that, just divorce, the old one does not go, the new one does not come. " The forest side closes the eyes open him, at one's side through his, walk towards kitchen.
Originally, that evening, so many tears were because a man is left, is that her everything? Being obviously so weak, she need people protect obviously, why also want a of own arms like a bodyguard, watch out for everyone around like a hedgehog, care about one's own person injuring everyone around by oneself, where it is in she courage that come on, let oneself become a hedgehog, was caring about the person around.
Majestic and majestic while realizing, have already turned round to embrace the forest side behind.
Whom Fang Lin shock very much see ring live in one's own hand of waist, in vain, thin a detailed one, unless however, the heavy very in strength, it is can move by oneself not to let,from in the back of gentle breath come, the warm one has been oozed in through the clothes, Lin Fang's heart beats.
He is shivering, he is afraid, why
Lin Fang has calmed down from mood quickly, he is comforting oneself, do not just know how to express, as to this kind of one's own expression ways, may be afraid.
" I am all right, thank you " The gentle hands which has patted on him.
People when being cold, will embrace, get warm each other, sad, can embrace, give the other side support each other too when the loneliness, such now just like they.
The majestic and majestic face has burnt up, and to one's own unconscious behavior, he is unable to understand, will the other side will dislike oneself, sure. However, what he has not thought of is, so gentle a hand which has patted on him of forest side says to him that thanks yet.
Awkward and has been melted at the time of this.
Unclamp hands majestically and majestically, does not dare to look up and see the other side

"Oh, you have not had a bath for a few days, so discredited, go to have a bath quickly. " Lin Fang jumps one step and says backward.
Majestic and majestic but been defeated
See impressive strength come into the toilet majestically, Lin FangChang's long heaving a sigh of relief, is only lack of the beads of sweet not wiping off the forehead, it know how nervously it is in fact she, one deal with, well, only afraid they will never kind face-to-face. Oneself is not millennium the old tree is precise - -It is ruthless that the cover is thick, if did not do a good job just now, oneself was uneasy in the face of him. Overtax one's nerves
The vapor has risen slowly, water has been drenched from the beginning, let the impressive strength be so majestic as to remember, in he house downstairs, oneself drenching with rain such, see person of windowpane lie at the chair the night
Suddenly, the right hand met the scar applauding together, the majestic and majestic and silent one is looking at it, so ugly and ferocious, the slight radian let the impressive strength remember the clown from hell majestically, close eyes, " Joker " Strange get rid of really sample,sit up straight in one's face on corner it, last face to wipe white powder shade, that piece scribble red mouth corner of the mouth raise up, bring evil and miserable devil smile and " says, say   She will leave you forever, leaves forever   "
Hold the head majestically and majestically and squat, let the hot water spill on one's own pale skin, the troublesome one is as blowing.

"Majestic and majestic, has not been washed yet, the porridge is good, you will not faint inside, I count to three, you do not open the door, I came in, one   Two   "Forest side very gloomy, whom the bath wash too long too.
Have opened under one that the door gurgled, is still emitting the steam on the white transparent skin.
" steamed bun "   Such strong vision is struck, what Lin Fang thought of is this one, and escape one's lips.
Looking at a surprise woman spreading it in the front majestically and majestically, headache is much finer.
"Oh, oh, the steamed bun is forgotten to be bought, eat some porridge, anyway it has been already very late, will buy again tomorrow, oh, oh " Lin Fang walks to the kitchen laughing foolishly, so dangerous, so dangerous.
If in the front is the hell, that will go by oneself, happy
Majestic to finish porridge while being majestic, sit at sofa watching TV with Lin Fang, Fang Lin have, put up take no take this or that fruit bought. Seem fruit to buy pieces of majestic a majestic one.
" stay "
Lin Fang think, whether he can speak more several words, this is asking, this is ordering, not owing him anything by oneself, volume, he just has oneself in one's care not long before seeming, hope to have him in one's care by oneself now, well, let it be.
It is " good "
Hey, two people these one hundred ext. thousand in heart, why explained is just more and more simpler.
Continue stare at Fang Lin TV,it take fruit is the majestic and majestic from in the back of the one silent watch by the woman, it's time to be exactly such happily
Having transferred to a circle and enclosed, Lin Fang has got back to the impressive strength, what shall that one's own picture do, she does not think that can be put here and make all of her things which make the picture, let it be, it is to go to work, come back home to paint to act as every day, then go for others' sleep of home, what followed what this is.

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 16

Chapter 16
Lin Fang was also discussing and specially discussing that travelled round the plans of the countries by oneself, found suddenly the child around seemed not to make sound all the time, surprised under the heart, can't help seeing over.
He head lean against the car window, goodlooking brow twist together slightly, why is expression in one's eyes empty then. Lin Fang's sympathy has overflowed.
"I just go home, will not leave this city, I will often come to see you. " Saying, had stretch out one's hand, had touched the boy's head, hoped to give him comfort.
Majestic to feel, have pieces of hand touch hair of him while being majestic, go back too supernatural to come yet, health go ahead of the rest to the ruthless ruthless hiding from over of another side already, a kind of feeling that will have forgotten for a long time soon is from the close and numerous climbing up of bottom of heart, roll in the stomach for a while, can't help thinking that comes out disgustingly.
Fang Lin expect oneself hope, comfort the other side, can cause the other side such disgust, feel bad in the heart very much, the right hand stops awkwardly in the sky, have not come so as to want to go to do something urgently next yet, hear the majestic low lowland of impressive strength shouting " Park " ,That is a sedulously depressing sound, he is very in pain.
Lin Fang has braked at once.
"Vomit   Vomit   Vomit   ",Squat majestically and majestically at the roadside and vomit, very overturning rivers and seas in the stomach, but nothing can be vomited, the stomach has begun to smoke and ached.
Lin Fang looks at a scene before one's eyes, does not know how to do, he must be uncomfortable, see him speak a word is too at car just now, whom but oneself feel know, return, talk endlessly, talk endlessly, piece stop either evening, Lin Fang will think of smoking a slap on the face of oneself a bit in this.
See him vomiting like that, the face has been already white and almost transparent, hands are still pressing the stomach, the forest side really loves him very much, turns round to take a bottle of water in the car, squating slowly is by him, have passed water over.
Stopped majestically and majestically at last, thought like one century, opened eyes and saw the front passing water had, take, Xu's mouth, turn round to walk in the car.
Lin Fang is looking at a scene before one's eyes helplessly, hey, it is really a child not lovely.
There are no speeches on the way
Came back home, had a bath majestically and majestically, paralysed in the bed. Whom he want well only now sleep, nothing go, think. And whom Fang Lin afraid very stand, into sitting room, know what is to be done.
"You where be uncomfortable, need any medicine, I go to buy for you. "
Pay no attention to her.
"Drink some water? "
Pay no attention to her.
Lin Fang has foiled a bit, walks towards sofa, this dead child, really, will leave tomorrow, can't be a bit more lovely.
The next day, when Lin Fang woke up, found still very early, would begin the new life possibly, there is Mo Ming's excitement in the heart, there is not a picture that slept until noon before.
Putting one's own thing in order, she sits on the sofa, waits for the impressive strength to be getting majestic, first, it is better to see him, and then want to say good-bye with him, if oneself is not so bad-mannered a person, people greet to flash.
Some of afternoon, there is no sound inside, the true disease one is very serious, Lin Fang is a little anxious, just remembers that has a look with body, hears the slippers sound from inside.
Comes out carrying a chicken coop if majestic and majestic, he wakes up very early, does not want to see her smile and saying goodbye, cruel, but has waited for a long time, has not waited until opening the door either, the sound of closing the door, have to come out to have a look. Come out to see her too silly to draw looking at oneself of the ji, think that there is fire.
"Why not walk yet. "
You, you   Lin Fang thinks it is oneself that does by oneself affectionately, picks up one's own bag to wrap up, has walked out, get gate, turn head, " thanks you. " Then turned over the corner, can not see the figure.
Shut the door majestically and majestically, seem to open a door sewn and shut in the heart too just now, turn round, lean against the door, sitting down slowly, the hair covers his more than half faces, after a while, corner of the mouth slight to to raise up, " cut " ,Have given out sound in the mouth, then walk to the toilet slowly.
Lin Fang does not close the door on purpose, she has been seeing others leave oneself all the time, it is the farther to all see others' figure walking all the time, her unwilling oneself has been like this all the time, then this time, let this dead child look at one's own figure, she knows everybody is the lonely person, the such one is left, even if is at yesterday and impolite punishment just now to him.
Hey   Stay together for a long time with child, whom such an inmature thing make even come out, the ones that exert all one's effort rub one's own hair in Lin Fang is in the lift.
Came back home, there was strange taste in the house. On the ground, leave the thick dust fully on the furniture, it seems, before realizing the plan, should clean up first.
Blow, come in, getting white curtain swing gently with the wind, aeolian bell of windowsill loud, the sun will set soon, it is red all over the sky, the forest side becomes the big character, lie on the sofa, watching the sky.

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 14

Chapter 14
But that two strange persons live together after all, have while making mistakes, for example, now, Fang Lin afford to have a stomachache already, that dead child still has a bath slowly inside.
Majestic and majestic while coming out, think the expression in one's eyes of this woman in the front can already kill a person, but glad in the heart.
Next time, Lin Fang forcible occupation toilet early, majestic to wait one either meet the other side have meaning that comes out hour while being majestic, but people are worried three, have to go to neighbour's elder sister's family, bored bored shutting the door, beam with joy in the square heart in the forest.
Reached an agreement later, after standing up, settled three urgent problems well first each, and then had a bath.
And for example, Fang Lin have to lie, at sofa, spit first cigarette just image very much, hear that dead child raving " Go out " ,Who make oneself be lived away from home, Fang Lin have to pick up ashtray, go to balcony continue swallowing clouds and blowing out fog-smoke (opium or cigarette) one's own. Release, come in, see child point to one place very little little a cigarette ash very at the sofa very much just, Lin Fang dashes over at once, has struck and struck with hands, has blown and blown.
" think in the study quietly " --That is a small bookstore, generally people do not come in, the shop door is not big, let people think this was only an ordinary resident's residence, what's more, it is in a lane.
The owner of the bookstore is an old fogey, thin and thin stature, wear a pair of round presbyopic glass, without hair, a repeatly white moustache stays on the chin, that old man always bows and reads holding the yellowing book, push presbyopic glass of face once in a while, but he give somebody one experience everything and friendless graceful daring in this world inside.
Fang Lin think he may pieces of the underworld eldest, gold basin wash hands now just, or he pieces of calligraphy you, just detested fame and gain, so live in seclusion here.
Always there is sunshine to come in completely when sewn from the wall here, drops of dust are fluttering in the sunshine, master ceiling fan feeble turning of head, she will think U.S.A. very much. Sometimes, she will hold a book, but see drops of dust particle fluttering in the light for one afternoon.
Who I am, where do I come from, where to go
Such swirl that sometimes Lin Fang always falls into but it is unable to free oneself. Then will lean against the bookshelf and sleep.
In the evening, the appearance that she will be unexpected is in the bar.
" went it's very kind of you to say so " Pass and have a glass of wine, ask majestically and majestically.
" realize the deep meditation "
Generally at this time, it will be as he has not heard, continues transferring his wine to be majestic and majestic.
Lin Fang is a sleeper, if do not make a plan, she may have lived all the time with the present state, when she woke up one day, perhaps already more than 40 years old. She lies on the sofa, is thinking so.
Having gone to the bar majestically and majestically, it has got hot, she does not want to move, lies on the sofa blowing the air conditioner.
In 13, finally there are several 13 years in life. A few days ago, received an old classmate's telephone number, another old classmate has died, die of liver cirrhosis. He has spent and is less than three 13 years
Whom some friend leave fast, go another place, know he in whom there pass too OK, it's a pity that can not accept the signal there.
Lin Fang thinks of a song, writes like this inside.
Will continue like this by oneself, present life will be totally one day in one days, there is no direction, have no purpose, wait until which day is when go to another world, thing that oneself remembers that can't be worth.
Or marry once, because believe the love and get married, this 13 preceding is nothing, the book read in vain, learn nothing by oneself. If not, for what on earth that is getting married, lonely, Lin Fang suddenly realized these two words, she feared suddenly, yes, how strong people can not all support the lonely invasion and attack, then is like an greedy huge beast, gnaw the soul addicted to people ceaselessly.
Lin Fang no longer wants to go down, stands up, go downstairs, has gone to the bar - -There belongs to lonely soul.

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 12

Chapter 12
"Oh, so expensive, can drink numerous wine well. "
Have not expected majestically and majestically she will say, the stewardess is smiling nearby slightly, majestic and majestic and ruthless can't people will run at once. Have a meal but for the first time by oneself what has been eaten lose face in this way.
Lin Fang has given the money to the stewardess, has seen young lady going and bowing to saying majestically and majestically far: "Whether you came to such an expensive place each time, you did not save, cheap that I take you to eat next time, thing with good again taste. " Think majestically and majestically oneself has been defeated by her completely.
Go out, majestic to say to her oneself have thing, needn't in charge of him while being majestic.
Lin Fang says, OK, then will see next time. Then get on the bus and go. Think majestically and majestically this woman lacks a muscle.
It is in fact not far from here to one's own home, only because in the flourishing place in the city, vehicle can only single file, drive, want far instead large. Came back home, having taken a shower, turned on the TV set, it is boring according to the remote controller to be majestic and majestic.
She because of anything so getting sad the night, she little with muscle, why also have a sad one? The muscle follow to lack, when went to the restaurant just now, it seemed that she did not know the way, whether she will get lost, here is the city, not the virgin forest, how can be lost, strange, thing of her imprison I nothing. It is cranky to interrupt oneself, continue majestically and majestically according to the remote controller.
Half an hour later, put on the clothes majestically and majestically, walked downstairs, when waiting for the lift, having met the neighbour's elder sister, the elder sister looks at him smilingly: "It is so late, go to do, date with your big girlfriend. "
" go to buy water "
" my family has, go to my place to take "
" no, I have a walk by the way " See the lift has come, general washing in flies majestically and majestically
" oh, it is really a shy child, I have been frightened he " Walking towards home gate smilingly of elder sister.
The ones that turned left and turned right majestically and majestically left, the adjacent place that came to have a meal just now unwittingly, it has been already complete and getting black, have come into a supermarket and taken a bottle of water, drink some, feel clearheaded and many, has laughed at oneself and met trouble halfway a bit, then go back slowly, at the next crossing, have seen the car silent parking that is known majestically and majestically well at the roadside, he has not expected, really has such possibility to exist. Going over slowly, see women leaning against the chair - -Close and repose, the right hand still holds a mobile phone.
Lin Fang thought the atmospheric pressure outside a little high suddenly, there is one kind of feelings stared at, from open eyes,see clearly messenger of outside later, the getting getting more excited a little in she, can only single file, she turn-take, enclose, it rotates to be nearly two hours in this slice because of this scene, make a phone call to the friend, has made n, can not find out her position, she lies helplessly on the car, hope to have a rest, and then continue her game of making a breakthrough, just lay down, he came, it is really a good fortune baby.
Lin Fang is happy to push the glass, behind seeing the messenger's face, it determines to pretend to be pitiful to set up horses, the pitiful one says: "I am lost. "
See a series of of hers assume a hostile attitude majestically and majestically, really want to roar, she, what a such pig this woman is, does not know the way obviously, why can be so graceful when left just now, and nearly 2 hour in the past in a lot of now, even if in how loudly it will be here, what a single file, should rotate out early.
Open the door majestically and majestically, " come down, let me open. " Tone very bad, Fang Lin set up whom horse use both hands and feet crawl co-pilot. Really have no language majestically and majestically very much. Turn left and turn right, rotating out quickly.
"Know the following way. "
"Eh. "
"You open by oneself, I will go back. "
" thank you, send you to go back first, it is so late, it is not very convenient to call a taxi " This child really very grateful before one's eyes of forest side, but he obviously feels blue now, try hard not to cause him oneself.
Drove the car to own downstairs majestically and majestically, left. Lin Fang sat in the car, just drove the car, confused, where oneself was going, the family, does not want to go back, because does not want to go back, just go out to travel for one week, and then buy the house, those have so much spare cash, the hotel is not the long-term method. It seems it is a good choice in the car. Having stopped working, open the music, has turned off the light, has lain down, hey   Looking on the bright side of things is one thing, doing is another.
At midnight, have, blow rain, whom Lin Fang toss about in train fall asleep.
At this time, whom someone exert oneself beat car window suddenly, she give a start, who it is can at this time, the police, she rubs eyes, see the majestic wet standing of impressive strength outside, she pushes the windowpane, what's the matter?
"What do you really want to do? " The majestic majestic shouting towards her loudly, does something, the forest side is getting stuffy, sleep, this one that put unidentifiedly. See the appearance that a face of hers confuses, it is angrier to be majestic and majestic, if not can't fall asleep, stand on balcony and dry, see her car park below, he also thought she came back home to sleep early.
" it is so late, you do not go home, what is done here " Have pressed one's own anger of downing majestically and majestically.
The rainwater has flowed along his hair, the clothes are stuck wetly on him, it is really a feast to the eye Laszo. Answer just to too come supernaturally, hear his question. Why, Fang Lin force a smile, down, " go home, how many families does it go back, whose house does it answer? "
Regret his question just now majestically and majestically, see her very casual at ordinary times, but oneself to see her fall asleep patter crash that can cry, there must be paces that any sad reason let her stop going home, the ones that saw majestically and majestically on her face are lonely.

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 10

Chapter 10
"There are supermarkets your downstairs. "
"Some. "
"I need to have a bath, you can help me to buy some things. "
"Need something. "
"Small size pants. " Having finished saying, Lin FangShan has entered the toilet, then the fast one has turned on the faucet, after the hot water comes out, the forest side has undressed, begin comfortable washing, heart has already smiled to feeling a pain in the chest when breathing quickly, this boy is very interesting.
Majestic majestic present face can with June snow, it is ruthless that there is a nip in the air, he did not expect, it was just moved that in the heart that woman understood him. And then, want him to buy the pants for her, she is not troublesome, she is a devil. Although it is so thinking, he walks towards downstairs.
When Lin Fang washes to half, hears the voice that he came back, oh, efficiency is very high, her sigh glad in the heart. Having finished having the bath, put on the bathrobe, has walked out, anyway the bathrobe has totally hidden the buttocks, I'm afraid anything, besides one of oneself divorce woman, afraid something.
See this woman's very casual standing in front of oneself wanting the pants from oneself majestically and majestically, really want to throw her out, after throwing to her, after only hoping in the heart she finishes changing, leave as soon as possible.
After Lin Fang finishes changing the clothes, planned to leave here, met the good person at yesterday, appear everything, meet one rob and rob beauty also, that was not worthwhile.
Go to the gate, rotating will say to him later: "I have a thing, have left first, really thank you very much, when to invite you to dinner. Good-bye"
Majestic to hope good-bye while being majestic, hear voice that door turn off, he lie long heaving a sigh of relief at the sofa. Have lain for a moment, so majestic and majestic as to go to the bar.
By evening, that woman did not come, he rested assured to come down at last, the mood began to be getting overcast to clear.
Come back home evening, have bath, lie bed, want, fall asleep just, smell, if had if perfume that did not have, it is that kind of cold one, thin taste, one's own nose of often attack, it is fall asleep not to get toss about for a long time, is it the majestic to stand up have things in bed lasted piece majestically all over, take, under stand up well smell, rest assured, sleep finally again.
The next day, that woman did not come.
The third day, that woman has not come.
In one week, that woman has not come.
God seems to hear one's own prayer, has not let that woman appear.
But God can make completely a bit, because of this week, he one find one's own cover of shampoo build already, having found the long hair from one's own bed twice, the bathrobe of the elder sister whom she wore is hung in one's own wardrobe with those one's own clean clothes by her. Finally, also found several pieces of fingerprint on the vase on his tea table.
He really goes frantic very much.
In the afternoon after one week, are polishing his utensil majestically and majestically, hear the door is loud, resume, see, come in alone, with to near this person, majestic to think oneself seem desperate voice shout loudly in heart a little while being majestic, she come again, follow a little different before, skin a lot of dark, real individual look spirit very much, see oneself seeing her, she shows the big smile, the teeth in vain nearly shake colored his eyes against black skin.
The vilain whom Lin Fang is looking at before one's eyes, to not expressing with her arrival at all, a little discontented, looking up will talk about him: "Want a cup of cocktail with very proper image of now with me. "
For a moment, pass the last glass of wine majestically and majestically
" name "
" bloody Mary "
Lin Fang's corner of the mouth has been smoked, this boy   Let it be, oneself mood is good, do not care.
"Have gone to dig the coal? "
Have never expected he will pay attention to oneself, but where oneself offends him, the mouth is so abominable, "brothers, will not understand, this goes on vacation, spend holidays, understand, that kind on the seashore. "
The ones that looked up majestically and majestically definitely were looking at her, then given her a big supercilious look, say: "Conduct oneself, take honest, go, dig coal, no one will laugh at you. "
The forest side has really almost felt a pain in the chest when breathing, is just angry, narrow her eyes slowly, talking about him, " the boy, I still owe a meal of your, some time, go ahead, can not run away. " This boy under bullying ruthlessly of really very abominable wanting of now of Lin Fang.
Hear this majestically and majestically, backstep slightly, know early it will be this result, say nothing and speak with her today.
Look at this woman before one's eyes, does not know majestically and majestically what happened to oneself, has spoken with her, lead her to go home, want abominable teasing her

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 8

Chapter 8
Though, he does not want to be in charge of this group of trouble very much, has gone over, walking close, he finds, this woman has leant against the post and fallen asleep again
Majestic majestic helplessness has signed. Go forward, shake, wake up she, " you can also go back by car by oneself, if   If you rested assured   I send you to go back. "
Hear the sound, her opening eyes slowly, sees the person in front of the eyes, open and wrap up to wrap up, have passed the car key over.
It begins to rain, turn into the down-pour in an instant, it is like this in summer, will not let people have variety own mood of any omen.
Have not expected majestically and majestically she is so light, has supported her on the car quickly. After oneself is seated, side head ask her in where it will be house, the woman, get on the bus, forget, turn on the music, it may be a habit formed for a long time. See her react, majestic to have to shake, wake up she again while being majestic, ask where she lived, only hear her dim talking about: " At will. " Having gone frantic majestically and majestically a bit, know early that pays no attention to her, anyway she can sleep on the car.
Rain too getting heavy, drive while being very good, know where does it go, majestic to have to hold at train while being majestic either non-, see rainwater flowing above the glass, form a lot of traces. The size of the music is just good too, very neat in the car, colors are all neutral and gray, can let people calming down quickly, it seems the woman know how, enjoy quite, just, all these have a little thin sorrow.
You turn on one window I see outside window hope you say that can not understand find, wish eagerly you order one lamp me see bright you go away, find cannot help but actually slowly Get rid of, pretend silence should how comfort unknown time need so extremely awkward I pass through the sad street how forget you go back excessive figure I alone Pluck up one's courage, forget the distance how tell you like already burnouting, not so good as, flying far and high oneself rescue I have no way, retreat how explain to you how say, love I I to you slowly Pass through the sad street how go, feel all you of alls I pluck up one's courage, forget the distance how let oneself used to, have you song fine very alone, have pressed the replay key majestically and majestically.
Woman of car transfer pieces of body to, orientation he, the head is slightly low.
This woman wears
Do not know majestically and majestically how to describe, it is young that she does not have his person who worships those, beautiful. But when at the bar, she is facing toward him and smile just now, why did he blushed.
The music is getting loud again, very pure, very clean sound. Lean against the chair majestically and majestically, close eyes, is enjoying this song, this patter of rain
Seem to hear that there are water droplets to fall sound that blooms in the car. It is impossible for him to think, patter of rain of outside so loud, how can listen to, meet, it's time   Feel that came out, it is that kind of quiet one, backfall slowly, then the silent one leaves the ground, open into a sad flower - -Tears.
She is crying, not going to see her majestically and majestically, but he can feel she is crying, first one drop, one drop, then link bunch. Do not think majestically and majestically what oneself can comfort her. But the sadness seems not to stop to the limit forever.
He has leant to one side slightly, opens eyes slowly, the silent one is looking at her, experiencing her slowly one is sad, perhaps only in this way, whom the other side could rest assured cry, perhaps only in this way, oneself enter those sad one probably.
See that bunches of glittering things majestically and majestically, like the pearl breaking, having rolled and fallen down, leave it on the chair one after another drop ofly, so sad, the sadness that that kind of nothing does not have, think majestically and majestically it has been welled up that there is anything in one's own bottom of heart.
He has shaken the head at once, closes eyes, deeplies breathe several times, determine not to see her again, her sadness is too desperate, will make him desperate too, no longer go to try to touch her mood in majestic majestic decision

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 6

Chapter 6
Pay and finish the money, Lin Fang walks towards that coffee shop.
While entering, see ex-husband already sitting in the window seat, what he wears today is very proper, negative mood brought that can't divorce at all. Right too, put forward by him after all, and then should be a life style that he yearned for, be unhappy.
The forest is a little awkward in the square heart, hey, blaming women is this sample of oneself. However, she who is proud does not allow her to show a little sadness, goes over, having sat down, the front is that he orders the good coffee, the favorite in the past for oneself.
Everything very smooth, as yet quickly as whom oneself imagine. The ex-husband says, his nothing is at home, does not want, can lose, you know the key to the villa too, the property ownership certificate is your name at the beginning, does not need to transfer ownership either, the car is like this too, own the deposit in common, you know the password with number too.
Heard from him these silently, let Lin Fang can't help suspecting at the beginning, he has awareness of divorcing. It Laszo, what kind of man oneself is married on earth.
After finishing talking, it was strange that Lin Fang thought suddenly this man of 13 years with staying by oneself opposite let oneself feel such for the first time, can't help wanting to set up horses to leave, when she stood up, the man said to her suddenly, why you ignore why, why not urge to stay.
The square heart of forest turns over countless supercilious looks, does not ask that knows your thing outside early in the morning, you have said too we understand each other very much, want to give and leave some face each other too oneself.
It urges to stay to be, thing that you determine, have, might change, take oneself urge to stay, only want to see how important you are in one's own heart, but Lin Fang's pride is not allowed. But Lin Fang has not said, has just shown a big smiling face, make the man distracted for a moment.
Then, while standing up, say to the man, " I have not drunk coffee for a long time, I have come to like the cocktail. "
Go out of coffee shop, mood of Fang Lin greatly fine, man want, see appearance that she keep crying, she partial to, make with cocktail she ex-husband, if he think it is one's own wife that have extramarital relation first originally malicously, whether he wants it sputteringly. But this is impossible, because they understand each other very much. Think of this, a little gloomy, but this will not change good mood of her theme very much.
Has shaken for one afternoon outside, she decides to go home, there are a lot of things in the house to need putting in order, abandon and charter wrapping up, Lin Fang is looking at one room of everybody's things, a little difficult to make, there are things owned in common too much in the house, do not really know where to put one in order.
It turn round she go downstairs, supermarket for downstairs take cartons big of several pieces,then hey, make a din hey, make a din have they moved upstairs, have begun to put the work in order.
This is the leather shoes which he bought for him on birthday of the year before last, then there is one pair, this belt and tie of him, grandmother, so many, that it is he that come down, like book that think idly
It is getting dark slowly
It seems that today can not finish putting in order, that discredited man is very clever, throw and give her and put all passing memory in order, oneself but graceful turning round, does not take a cloud away.
Forest sweet-smelling to beat waist, stand up decision go to the bar to drink something.
One week later, Lin Fang finished putting all the things in order at last, ones that lost were lost, the ones that sold were sold, also some move the suburban villa. She look around all around, think house to be a lot of hollow, heart empty a lot too. She determine, go, go shopping, buy some like things by oneself, fill out these empty places to come down fully, then begin one's own new life.
Forest if side know oneself can see scene this, she kill, can stroll any unlucky streets either then.
Afternoon, she come furniture ornaments of market in the layer, see much little things that oneself like, left choose right select, handcart push all over things slowly. Walking around, having come to baby's shop, just wanted to turn round, she had seen a familiar shade - -Her ex-husband, strange, how is he here. One woman come over at this time, lock she arm of ex-husband, that stomach is so big as to bomb soon.
Feeling bad in the forest square heart very much, on one hand, she has not expected the thing went beyond what she thinks to the limit, they would all have children soon, has been thinking all the time that woman talent was the other person originally, oneself spirit a sheer one formal, see them so in the happy articles to select child, Lin Fang thinks oneself is the other person fleeing in panic.
On the other hand, those woman must love very much him, like to still wait for him so long on condition that have pregnancy. When the man proposes divorcing, she only thinks oneself is a loser on the marriage, it seems now that oneself is actually lost on the emotion, ones that love oneself are still not enough, so is unable to press the step which the man leaves.
Sting   Sting
Hear the sound, has lifted the head majestically and majestically and looked, it is that woman, that woman comes every day, sit in the corner of the bar counter every day. After coming, any words are not said, the smoking not just stopped, or wine. See her expression, seem that unhappy. Think majestically and majestically, may have met the woman drunkard in the legend by oneself.
Go to bow the head majestically and majestically, it is busy with one's own thing to go on. It is too good for a moment, did not hear that woman is some drinks, and hoped to go over to the corner, but has not found that woman.
Look at the store, just see, that woman person of today is in the window seat. Found the best position of this shop at last and looked from French window out, it was a road not very wide outside, unless but very the clean, for endless lake in another side of road,along weeping willow gentle dancing with the wind ---Very beautiful lakeside view.
But evening now, the outside except those pale yellow street lamp, watch too many thing.

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 4

Chapter 4
Will it be three o'clock before dawn, majestic to tidy up last a thing while being majestic, plan, come off duty.
It is really a dull day, can be so if every day, how good it will be. Thinking in the majestic majestic heart so.
Turn off the light, lock the door, go back majestically and majestically by the road. How far is the place that he lives, just muscles and bones under the activity while going home.
He like early summer night, cool, spend obviously, but area catch a cold cool sweet taste in the wind. This should be taste of the love, he has no love, but he is so stubborn to think, seem a little silly. Think of here, he has shown the smile difficult to perceive.
This car is very beautiful, is dark-grey, is the majestic majestic color that likes. It is so strict and heavy to be neither like other colors and jump like black, nor. Walk while looking this car up and down majestically and majestically.
Eh?
Someone, has regained one's own sight majestically and majestically in the driver's cabin.
Where to see, do not fix majestically and majestically very much but that person seems. Because the windowpane has risen, can't see clearly. He has gone back and reconfirmed over the head, eh? Bar counter the woman of corner, how is she here even, it seems to fall asleep.
Majestic and majestic to think it has been him the second time today because this woman emits the cold sweat, she can really rest assured very much, falls asleep in getting on the bus at the street like this.
Not knowing majestically and majestically whether should wake her up, sleeps unsafely here, while seeing her drinking the whiskey in the evening, think she is still a very violent woman, should not have anything dangerous. Has thought majestically and majestically, the journey continuing going home.
Yes, everybody has everybody's life styles, perhaps this is exactly what she enjoys, why will oneself be bothered
Depend on, so hot, some thing, how shake eyes of people extremely. Lin Fang opens eyes, what she saw is a life in summer bustling with vehicles, the sunshine beautiful is shining on her face.
Why the sleeping one on the car?
Though is early summer, in the car is very comfortable at night, does not need air conditioner, the daytime
" whether it draw, who come, tell me whether how a sleeping one in car it will be I " .
Lin Fang is starting at the speed of velocity of light, has flown to, come back home, has wrapped up the bag to the ground and flushed the toilet once throwing away. 20 minutes later, she who is all over fresh and cool came out. Not behaving like this next time, remember she of a suit of bad smells of perspiration in the morning, she thinks a little evil is cold. She is a sleeper, and to oneself, she is very nitpicking, especially hygiene.
She is who has work, since her husband proposed divorcing, she has had a holiday to the company, it is scheduled to last one month.
This is just less than one week, and then do something, it is very boring, fill in several mouthfuls of bread carelessly, she lies on the sofa watching the TV.
Ten minutes later, 20 minutes later.
She picked up that file and followed an informal note from desk at last.
Writing on the informal note: I have gone to another house of the town to live in, the place that I go to work is a little nearer that leave there, you read the file slowly, when think over, call me.
After finishing seeing, she throws into the dustbin conveniently, has despised her husband's countless way in the heart, it should be the ex-husband, because so long as she signs one's own name, the ex-husband turns into a fact.
It is very simple, is only the distribution of the property to open the file, because they have no child, one's own parents are very healthy, and there is good endowment insurance, so has not needed them yet at present.
Belong to her with common deposit with car and them of a villa of the suburb writing this house above - -All of Lin Fang, and that house where her ex-husband is only close to company.
Oh, she has smiled, tells her at the same time to her compensation, even if his net body goes out, he has the ability to have all these again in short a few years. She has never suspected her ex-husband's ability.
Suddenly, the interest that she came, took out the calculator, two houses and the car, according to estimating at the minimum market prices, combine with their common deposit divided by 13 years again for divided by 12 months, the grandmother, there is more than 30,000 to come down for each month on average.
Oh, she smiles to on the sofa, it is very worthwhiler and more than to work as a temporary labourer for the boss, that next, marry again times of, support parents the fee is made back.
She lies on the sofa smiling at out of breath, but the tears are so unbounded as to flow, let her expect the tears are flowed into a river, now does not become the river, become the basin at least.
" Stubbornly refuse to be decent, no wonder your man does not need you " ,She has moved towards the bathroom smiling foul-mouthedly, after water of the pool is full of, have put the face into it.
Suppress, long, want, flow how much how much does it flow, the ostrich to have that people see at least so.

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 2

Chapter 2
Come in, walk towards his place majestically and majestically habitually ---Bar counter.
Take several steps just, he. The corner of the mouth stuck up a little difficult to perceive has stopped. Because he see that holds a woman in corner the most of the bar counter.
He has not thought of having guests so early, and sit in the position of the bar counter. The good mood has changed, but has gone over.
"HI, has come back. "
" kindness "
"Then I have left first, give to you here. "
" OK "
Beginning to make up the bar counter majestically and majestically, he does not like touching the thing that others have touched.
Take out the towel, begin to polish all utensils.
Unintentionally, see eyes climb in bar counter the woman on the corner, in the front have much hair, can't see the face. In this way she can not see one's own face either. The majestic majestic psychology is surmised.
He is not good at keeping in touch with the woman, especially the whole bar of now is on them. If that woman has seen oneself, will be the same as other women of before, moreover there are no people now. Think about it, has emitted the cold sweat a bit.
Perhaps think that see the thing not wiped yet left more by oneself, telling oneself in the heart majestically and majestically, those women who you met in the past are the minority after all. Begin to shift one's own attention.
If this kind of state has been continuing all the time, whether their family will be being appraised as the modern one " five is good " Family.
She can not really come round to the idea, she knows she does not like doing house work, can see he is so hard, she is changing one's own one too. Doing slowly kind dish all alone.
Until two years ago, what she had found, but she did not say, perhaps she thought that was only a game, oily, that person will come back slowly. Perhaps want to wait for he himself to say. Besides, this society of now, the man who has the skill, the bigger his community is, will unavoidably wet the shoes. So, the pride will not tear this face easily either like she, only hope he can leave that woman outside and come back, she can act as nothing and happen.
Extramarital relation the thing, who meet only two kinds of results, either divorce, or put and does not know. Once put aside all considerations of face, can not keep going down.
However, what she met is not the husband's return, not that one sentence of the husband's is sorry. Dear husband say, before one week, take one file just by nothing.
"We divorce, word of me sign already, I hope you sign too, so many years together such as we, knowing each other well, I write the detailed content in the file, please see first. " Her husband holds the file in the hand, the thin one is said.
She head blank lay at that time, should not merely.
Because when she understood what oneself is doing, it is one week later, and there is not the climbing of a image at the bar counter of the bar very much.
"Hey   "Have signed long, much more comfortable. Straight waist, the ones that have not come yet have stretched oneself urgently.
"Ache, ache, ache   "
It is a long time to climb, pulled a muscle.
She wrinkles the lower brow, stretches and carries slowly while rubing the waist. Resume, hope, go, corner of the mouth smoke, because she see man of bar counter retreat first step outside silently just now, though is very small step, let her see.
Man.
NO, NO, NO, a accurate one it says to be should boy, hair very dark, ahead hair one silk one silk stratum gentle layer, land on the simple shade on the face.
Eyes hang down, radian of the eyelid may find out he have first beautiful eyes. If open, must be as bright and brilliant as stars in the night sky. The eyelashes trembling slightly let his indifference charming.
Bridge of the nose and frank very very, nose little to stick up, let people can't help, go, blow.
The mouth, was sticking up slightly upwards, thought that was smiling, but presented and jeered at.
Light-colored shirt seem him weak, it seems to be can disconnected to shed once rolling over.
He is wiping a bottle gently seriously, treasures the ground sample very much. Movements are soft, natural and smooth and general, can find out that is often done, and like.
Under she can't help, sigh over with feeling in heart, what kind love, just let God give him such a face, last countless people but oneself,in not seeing by pieces of faces such, from stay under, why he can just now small backstepping one step does it understand too, one's own movements just now will certainly have been frightened hing, his face must bring much puzzlement to him.
Think of here, has felt relieved in the heart much.
The woman on the other hand will be attacked when facing divorcing, is one's own appearance, it seems he was not frightened to by one's own appearance just now, not bad, not bad.
Since I am comforting her.

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• 2008-Nov-5 - Chapter 36 I lost you (3) at last new

Chapter 36 I lost you (3) at last new
Stand at home for the last time, is watching the sidelight of corner, so much memory, pain like the tearing of heart. On the wall of the bedroom, the sunflower in the full wall of Xiao Cheng's picture, is opening vigorously, assassinate so that people's eyes pain. The new host promises I will keep it, I know, he is just comforting, there is not a bit relation with me to keep, this has already no longer been my family.
Hold four bunches of daisy, has gone to see father, mother, grandmother and auntie. The finger has comforted the ice-cold tombstone and their smiling face, has not shed tears.
Yes, I have sold the house, and also begin new roam. Does not let anyone know my whereabouts, the ice is blue, the disappearance again. I offer as a gift and fall to the evil spirit in this world carelessly, is destined to bear too much parting, relative's lover each leaves me, I am destined to be a lonely evil spirit, competent on the lonely this world, live lonely day. No! Not! Buddhist patriarch is sure to open another window for you while shutting a door. Hands have landed on the stomach unconsciously, yes, he gives me a child, my relative, my child, my tomorrow. I will leave this flourishing and lively city, will leave this complicated and noisy life, get one quiet gentle small city, pass quiet gentle day, see my child growing up slowly when being quiet and gentle, grow into the desolate person who becomes so persistent justice. That small city, can see the sea.

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• 2008-Sep-18 - The correct judgement

The correct judgement comes from thinking independently

One lacks High pressure pumps| Mud pumps| Piston Pumps| Reciprocating Pump| Metering Pumps head that is thought independently, often differentiate between right and wrong according to others' view, conduct oneself and deal with matters according to others' idea, the result has lost the independent individual character, have influenced one's own work and undertaking.

There is such a story:

Many years before, have couple live, in remote rural father and son, catch a donkey to the country fair. Someone criticized them for being too silly, did not put donkeys riding, but is driving away on the way. As soon as father feels reasonable, father let the son ride the donkey, walk by oneself. Not going far, someone criticized them: "How does the son rides the donkey, but let the old father walk? " Father has heard, is hurry letting the son come down, ride on the donkey by oneself. How far does it walk again, someone criticism say: "Look, one that is as father this, either intimate to ache one's own son, absorb in oneself to be comfortable. " Does father think, is it good what if this? Two clear-cut persons ride to the donkey to shoulder. Someone was defended for the donkey against an injustice finally: "There is so cruel a person all over the world, see the donkeys being all killed soon! " At father and son hang, constantly, tie the donkey at the face, two people are bearing away

There are a lot of people that often make such a mistake in life: There is no one's own thought while doing things or handling problem, often submit to others' view, say what others say, as a result, have destroyed oneself by oneself.

There is a general, his order to marshal has never queried, even if the marshal's order does not correspond to reality. One day, the marshal calls this general on his tent, tell him: "You have already been fired, can go back to the township to farm. "

"Why? I have obeyed your order. "

"But I need one can transmit order and have one's own general of opinion only. Because such a general is unable to make the correct judgement during the war, will cause the fleeing in defeat of the army. "

Totally obeying superiors is must be in order to the power of giving up thinking independently as the cost, one is unable to make to the correct person that judged the job, even obey the superior modestly and courteously again, destiny that unable to escape being dismissed too. Because no enterprise needs one there is no judgment at all " The yesman " . So, at work, we want to keep the habit that oneself think independently, there is great help in confirming one's own career course in this.

Glen. Jones is a executive of Jones closed Co., Ltd. of television network. In early years, when he proposes creating and setting up an aerial university relying mainly on closed-circuit TV, nobody supports this kind of idea of his. A lot of bankers and investors all hold the attitude of objection to this kind of idea of his. However, after passing the consideration of a lot of day and night, he is sure this one's own idea is a good idea, act according to one's own idea, and the development later on proves the exactness of this kind of idea of his exactly.

Conducting oneself should think independently, could make the correct judgement to one's own life in this way, but not lose one's own judgment at the crucial moment, drift with the tide, submit to others' opinion.

Sophia. Luo Lan is a famous movie star in Italy, because consummate artistic skills, have obtained 1961 Oscar Best Actress Award.

In youth Unique Handcrafted Jewelry| Heart Necklace| Handmade Jewelry| Beaded Necklaces| Hair Brush| Leather handbags| Water Injection Pumps, come Rome as her, want, realize performer at the dream, but heard a lot of unfavorable opinions in him. A lot of persons of performing circle say she is too tall, the buttock is too wide, the nose is too long, mouth too heavy, chin too little, look like film performer at all, look like one performer of Italy type still more. Take a fancy to her in producer Carlow, takes her to try lens a lot of times, but the photographers all complain that unable to strike her beautifully and movingly, because her nose is too long, the buttock is too " developed " . Finally, Carlow said to her: "If you want, do this job, must have an operation nose and buttock. "

However, Sophia. Luo Lan has refused absolutely: "Why must I grow like others? I know, the nose is the centre of the face, it entrusts to the face with the personality. I like my nose and face to keep its original state. As for my buttock, that is a part of me, I only want to keep this present sample of mine. "

Sophia. Luo Lan is determined not to depend on appearance, but depend on one's own inherent makings and consummate artistic skills to win. She has not stopped the step that oneself struggles because of others' words, adhere to one's own idea instead, have succeeded. After she is successful, those about she " the nose is long, the mouth loud, the buttock is wide " Words not only not automatically stop,it but also appraise as " it is women beautiful most the 20th century " The first. She wrote in the autobiography: "Begin from shadow oneself, I act according to one's own idea, none of I imitate, but also never go to follow fashion like the slave. I have one's own ideas, there are one's own judgements too, I only require me to just look like myself. "

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• 2008-Aug-15 - The life is destined to be sad

If I do not love you, I do not think I will shed tears, if I am not desperate now, I do not think I will leave, if you love me, you will not injure me like this. If permitted, please let your memory, have no me.
Descend slowly and lightly shoulders, I clearly hear in first snow flake for winter, crying gently in sorrow in this season.
When she has not understood love, has met a person who loves her, when he said I loves you, feels that she has only ignorant expression in one's eyes, because she does not understand love what is one kind, just see boy's canthus and hang the brilliant and brilliant and bright thing, the sadness of a face that break to pieces, heart unexpected pain of her. What he want, say to her, can not open one's mouth really, the figure that can only see her leave away finally, he has just realized his eternal losing in this, she, the tears flow wantonly too.
Time is passing, some things will be being forgotten eventually, forget those smiles making me warm, forget people sorrow that I move ever those, forget those let happiness that I treasure never.
Whether, the wind dries up my tears, would not be grieved; Whether, the dream breaking to pieces, would not piece together; Whether, the person of the love, would not forget.
Once in a while when the wind blows that bunch of aeolian bells in front of the window, will remember too that once close at hand, but that girl falling scattered at the ends of the earth of now, remember her gentle smile, but time has already torn my memory into slices, it is passing to piece together the intact one out, remember and look like a piece of chains, imprison my soul, that clear face wipes the pain of injury not going in years, remind me go memory, and memory and tears can not be separated.
Some things will certainly corrode your memory of all one's life, can not get rid of.
Perhaps destiny is joking with everybody like this, the person that pursued earnestly by oneself, it is not the person accompanying you to pass by all one's life.
Perhaps, sad to can descend slowly and lightly with maple leaf for autumn during silent years too, we only need to remember those flow through story of the tears, perhaps protagonist of the story, just move and happy!
The life-long fortune has nothing in common with each other, the tragedy plays the same tune on different musical instruments. When withering away in love, regard love as all yous of life, has already withered away.
If the life is destined to be sad, we why bother once in love, destined shape and stranger, why is original husband and wife treating each other with courtesy.
Saw and dried up as a child fishing looks Confucianism of the track was with the story bathing in, the incomparable shock of heart. What deep love to want, just give up the tacit understanding, as a love, will just have lofty sentiments of living and dying together ...
If the life is destined to be sad, asks him to stay in the twinkling of an eye when the clear dance is flown upward. Such as butterfly that put out the fire, die, among warm chest, such as bird of nirvana, take phoenix not seeking death.

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• 2008-Jun-18 - The other shore, ether world--three

The other shore, ether world--three

--Cruel youthful story

Hero one Moving services and poem weave: Young love, or extremely frivolous, or pure. The optimistic and lovely poem is woven, has been loving hero one

deeply all the time, has loved this, she just collects meticulously, does not dare to open easily! As communication woman she, wish eagerly, get

pure love, wish eagerly the flavour of the love, her worry, nobody can be clear, even one hero does not understand! She wishes eagerly who can

protect oneself, be fond of oneself, it's a pity, the poem has woven and selected the target by mistake. Perhaps, hero one wants to help poems to

weave too, but he is powerless. Poem knit, like kite, because kite can soar to the firmament unrestrainedly since, has not impeded and fettered,

she wishes eagerly to receive real freedom! But no matter hero one or kite, they unable to wait for poem knit, flee from the dirty evil society. So,

the poem wove and chose oneself to hover finally. She fell from the high building, Yin Hong's blood dyed red earth, twined the complicated and

lovely mobile phone weighing down the decorations on the electric wire, it seems that it is a lovely girl to tell the persons who die to common

people before death! The breeze crosses the place, Moving company the machine chain is flickering, but the girl is unable to hover again, though she is a helpless

and helpless girl! Hero one lent there was a crack on CD that the poem was woven, can't erase again, because of it - -It is a seal of a section of

youthful memory! Called the love after what it has told and sued one hero. The heart of hero one, will ache? I think I should know, will ache very

much!
Hero one and open son: Poem knit love to be one grand, but one hero love open son, love likewise, one hero have poem knit such courage

express love of own heart. , the hero deceives the open son to the warehouse, the star rapes her wildly. At that time, the waking up like the dream

of the fairy tale logistics company bright of everything, has passed out of existence! The open son struggles, run away, the cotton fibre fluttering, the light that

dismembers The hero is powerless, he has been powerless all the time, see the girl that likes oneself has been raped, a person can only make

him be facing toward the firmament and cry and shout. However, that is nonsensical, such crying and shouting is perhaps just proved, the heart

of hero one has not sealed icily up for safekeeping yet! Star should love open son while being wild, but that copy uneven to become the

deformity psychologically in him, so, he chose a most extreme way finally, goes to express that one's own share to love! --Destroy! However, the

open son has not given up anything, whom we saw is a weak girl, accusing the society of this morbid state with oneself meagre strength. When

the open son shaved clearly to come to class, she successful disintegration, in can avoid gentle small and weak girl behind music only that piece

she, she has understood silent resistance. See the goddess of the shaven head, will the heart of hero one ache? Will the star wild heart ache? Open

son, she has born the cruelest baptism of the youth, she is the only victor in the film, I believe she will pick up the smile Overseas Removal unseen for ages again, the

brave one is in the face of life!

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• 2008-Jun-16 - The once most beautiful

The once most beautiful

The moonlight, like water, Worldwide Relocation night is so pleasant. "   I am not your someone, can't bring comfort to you, the withered rose that withers in heart,

seem to hope to melt into the dust. Ache thorough heart, who remembers again whom, cloud and moon it thinks to be full of scarcing mutual

each other just. Can't have already cried and shouted brokenly, it was the most beautiful once.   " Enjoying a conglutination in music of decayed

memory fragment alone. The ones that were once repenting are heartrending to seize the lung? Precipitate at yesterday in eternity deep and

eternal a twinkling of an eye, bear, blow sow go out of cultivation autumn alone, all has already been over, but sunshine is still magnificent. The

ones that once smoked one are the most beautiful suddenly, I see the smile not changed, whether was illusion or a kind of reverie? It is blue and

green in the ones thin it is that smoke curl up diffusion with the wind,it stay in sight. Having chosen to wait for oneself by remembering, half the

residual cigarettes are fragrant, paralysis, the writing sealed up for safekeeping is clear on the canthus.
Like an one-way ticket crossing the Rubicon, there is a kind of predestination, become a line of scenery after going all out in life. Not choosing

the hardships climbed, the deep blue like sound that the glass fall of pain of dropping is cool, it is my no longer intact heart that a place in a mess

can't bear. Love already stranded, bitter to long for but walk terminal point, cigarette go out already, blow remain in the past. Tear in love

promise to shreds, but shouting pain tear I shelter from in Moving services heart that you cry on the chest, each is sparkling and crystal-clear, inside is wrapped up

in my miss and love not repentant to you. Voice you of me hear again, fallen leaf soft dance your heart sea. Some stories have not begun not to

be over either, perhaps like, perhaps it is not impossible, have chance with, have copy let love quiet turning round lonely just, come silent night,

turn one's head palpitation banish in not missing silently.
Who say, needn't spend the remaining years till death while being in love, secret fragrance float, happen, it dreams of to be beautiful, reality is

cruel. It is actually a very painful thing to fall in love with a person, love, sometimes it will be a kind of injury too, because of loving, give up? This

feeling can treat into the palimnesis, the flower blooms and leaves two it, the gentle one waves, is it the ends of the earth to turn round? Do not

want to chase for the first day of the lunar month, will have to admit and accept finally unless waiting for and dropping the magnificent curtain,

the story is always so wretched, that was dissipated is only a dim and fuzzy promise too. Holding oneself tightly, Moving company I want to keep your warmth here,

but the deep-rooted wind but a one that has harbored is deserted, there is no your temperature in the palm again. The glimmering of instant had

meteors to slip, in the short twinkling of an eye, were made very complicated with the life from then on, it is not your fault to fall in love with me,

it is not my fault to leave you. From now on, only forget, has not faced each other, only dredge, has not kept, there is not final result of the speech

that make the cannot help but result!
Time remembers changing in the past, will change today over, the defeat of the heart shuttled back and forth hard between illusion and reality,

night remote, hide all helplessness and hidden bitterness. Life too short, suffering but too long, life to think the bitterness flow through the river

observed. In bud budding dream watch beautiful purple a thousand red fragrance, contradiction with fragility of life at all unable to contend with

eternal time, characters already median time brings great changes to the world once, a warm to trickle one the melody that is still known well,

thirsting for the reunion of eyes and eyes in soul and weight which the life hold.
Read some characters about the emotion, experience stories seeming to have met before, all story the same originally, no matter how it is begin,

and moving at will, but will go without exception to look forward to the result and face the final result beyond expecting. Always impede in life,

time who who will be? Who 's warmth who be? Who who will be to love? Who and for whom will waits? If can reselect, you will also choose to

fall in love with my agony, love you just in order to move myself? If like coming again from the beginning, will you also hope, pass through

season and and then meet with me by chance among a brimming a water? A circle of circle one ripples in the agony is in every line of words.
At night in the dead of night, lie in the once happy arms looking up at the starry sky, count the asterism in great numbers to click. The meteor,

like the shuttleless loom, only leaves me a figure that can not catch forever, the warmth of the dream is among the finger. The characters are

struck out for personned writing, is a kind of need to oneself, because move needing to release, perhaps it is that a kind of one that is poured out

feels relieved to write out to oneself.
Holding a cigarette in the mouth quietly, the silent one is staring in the distant place, a meteor slips in my sky, very beautiful and very beautiful.

Regret bearing patiently, the characters logistics company are very painful and very painful, I am conciliating its wound.

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