Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
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2009-Mar-26
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The flower case
Because of disciplining the section chief's great kindness, in several years for the future, I read tens of thousands of cases richly endowed by naturing. I have half knowledge of legal concept, attribute to and discipline the folder that is exhaling the old and inhaling the new in the filing cabinet of the department constantly. At that time, all the patient's details of the case nearly take passages by me, after how long discipline section chief call away. Certainly, my work is not the obligation completely, the section chief has low salary, there are many children, the burden is heavy, I " kindly accept " Kidnapped person, egg ticket and candy ticket where a lot of he house buy unably,it make me unable to must use except widowed and light in dining room mess, sausage, tea egg or toffee are adjusted occasionally.
Make inquiries (2) human nature
Face the thick folder, I and discipline a section chief, have, expect respectively always. He hope I become lengthy characters very clear rapidly, but I often fall into the thinking of case for a long time. Those novel, drama, all the twists, critical and horrific case of films and television programs than any, often make my faith suffer the serious blow, think this age, the human nature has already degradated, the mankind is degenerating.
But later on I changed this kind of view, and believe the human nature can be understood, the mankind can be enlightened by education.
Having one period, my post is in the electrocardiography room, nearly all patients who is admitted to hospital newly should check the electrocardiogram here.
The wire of four kinds of blue-black colors that of joining patient's four limbs red and yellow, the electrode is put in the district before their heart; Through the skin, what they are beating for in chest is the heart the same as ordinary person; It only takes several minutes, can be from a narrow note spat out slowly from the machine, judge the function of patient's heart - -The curve on the note, can reveal the secret of the heartbeat. However, those electrodes can't penetrate their thorax, read the secret in their soul.
At the beginning, I am used to seeing the case history first, see patients again; Switched over to seeing patients first later, and then saw the case history - -I want to examine oneself through estimating accurately whether the judgement of making the details of the case of disease is, just as I hope to judge through talking the authenticity of their speech is the same.
Originally what difference is found out, in watching the mood and guessing the thoughts with the other side at the same time gradually - -Personnel observe to serve a sentence " The government " Interest for them been might than I the getting more warm and more thorough. I begin feel phase reflect the they or cover up at all, or different characteristics glossed over sedulously.
I believe, the personality will influence people's behavior, will influence people's appearance too. The expression is the reflection of the psychology, the appearance is the sediment of the expression. One's behavior, is a limb to the diagram of the thought, no matter how cover up, can not totally conceal the inner world either; Likewise, no matter how show, will cover the dead angle of a soul.
Once, I catch the excessive purpose to a silk from sight of an old man 86 years old, guess he has made " The flower case " ,But not understand how to be involved in the monthly field of wind so oldly? And then learn his charge is to behave indecently to the youngest daughter; And, I feel one health vigorous, facial features week one silk pallid light of positive young eyes, notice the muscles that his face twitches indistinctly, suspect it is " murder case " ,Have read the folder, it is the involuntary homicide as expected.
Certainly have it while misjudging by sight too, for example the polite one of those appearance, being often taken as is a career criminal, in fact gentleman look, make down the multifarious case even, even dip in the blood on hand.
Later, I was transferred to the physiotherapist, did a section of psychological consultation. Still read each patient's body surface before opening the case history - -Their height, appearance, expression, posture, accent, reveal heredity or life trace of the day after tomorrow all without exception.
Most of them are very young, clever, healthy, sensitive, even handsome.
Than its normality's society, the interpersonal relationships in the high wall are more intricate, these illegal elites are every the person that has come is not kind, the case happens every other day in the ward, discipline the department to often track down. Compared with general interpersonal environment, scheming against, deceiving each other and reaching a high degree and reaching the peak of perfection further of them. Finally, we have endured in " government " of year out gradually in these ,Can be said to be and experienced great things, has seen nothing is strange. Like face one you know very well and can decompose Chinese boxing of movement already, no matter person who drill how dazzledly performance take way that, you know that method statement of a type and incoming road too.
Long-term and unremitting observation, has trained my eyes. Understand a person's face, listen attentively to a person's expression, judge it believes intensity, life background and human nature characteristic, having become a kind of hobby of mine gradually, or a kind of ability. |
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